Jessica and my Mail Lady almost got into a fight today because she parked to close to my mailbox so the lady started honking horn, which is ridiculous!! Like Honestly who has beef with a mail person 

What if she’s still mad and starts putting anthrax in my mail or something!! 

Great now I must live in fear.

So I posted something a few days ago about how fucked up I was after a previous relationship, well guess what? I forgot she had a tumblr account and she follows me -_-. The thing is I don’t follow her (because her blog bores me) and she gets on maybe once a month. So when she saw my post, she texted the next day asking if I needed to talk about something with her because she read my post in her “News Feed”………… (her words not mine btw I corrected her in the very next message). But anyway she said she would call me around mid night and we would talk about it. I was so nervous about it because I use to have such strong feelings for this girl that it hurt to hear before. Except something had changed……………… the conversation started off awkwardly, like a child who knows she’s done something bad, but soon I just told her like it was why I wrote that post without sugar coating it. There was no pain anymore, I wasn’t afraid of saying the wrong thing, and I wasn’t sucked into her shitty use of metaphors to explain herself. I finally realized what was different from all those other times we had talked before, I didn’t give a fuck anymore and I saw right through her bull shit. She started to talk about her new boyfriend now to try and make me feel bad, But I DIDN’T CARE!! I went on a rant about me and my girlfriend and it was like the power I never had before. I was finally happy without her and she hated it!! She hated the fact that I had a great meaningful relationship and she was still doing her stupid shallow relationships with some guy at VCU. I had grown up and she hadn’t and she knew it was obvious. I slayed my dragon by letting all the good things in my new life give me strength and by the time we got off the phone She asked if I still wanted to be friends, and I told her no straight up. I have amazing friends, a kick ass girlfriend, and followers on tumblr who have taught me “To not Give Fuck” and (pardon the phrase) ” Fuck Bitches and Get Money Instead”. So thank you guys!! I couldn’t have done it without you! :)